i dont understand...
i miss you...
but i'm afraid...
afraid of talking to you...
hurting myself again...
but then later,
i blame myself for not trying to talk to you...
am such an idiot...
i keep saying i dont want to live in the past anymore,
but somehow i just cant do it...
i wait for your smile to appear...
but it didn't...
not for me...
someone told me i have very strong emo aura...
guess it's true....
and it's getting stronger day by day...
i just want it to stop...
i dont know if you would ever drop by and read this...
but i just want to say...
SORRY....
sorry for everthing...
sorry for existing in your world...
sorry for wasting your time...
hope you will forgive me...
and be like last time again...
E.T.