just wanna give up....

life sucks.... whether you like it or not....

so many trials are there....

after passing one... it feels like heaven...

when the next one comes...

you fall even deeper into the valley...

every mountain becomes tougher than the previous...

being in college for almost 2 years now...

life was stressful...

thoughts of just giving up like that...

occurs so frequently...

to ask others for help...

seems so troublesome...so disturbing...

everyone have their own burdens...

well... it's my own fault...

for not being expressive of my own feelings...

i've shut it down ever since i was a kid...

everyone needs attention...

i've sacrificed my want for attention...

so they could have more...

i'm just trash i guess....

i can't even deal with my emotions...

would you jut sit there quietly...

and just end me a shoulder??

a shoulder would do....

let me cry it all out...

till my well runs dry...

would you??

E.T.

What have I done....

Hello there...
Seems like...
I did something terrible...
I broke it again...
Again...
It hurts so bad...
I should feel sad....
But am i doing the right thing?
I hurt someone real bad...
It probably won't heal...

But...

I guess it was heart's desire after so long...
I shouldn't have rushed into it...
I suffered for so long...
I wasn't sure with what i wanted...
I was so naive...
Yeah... Naive.........

i'm sorry...

Please don't go lying about it...
Let me be responsible...

I don't need you to take my responsibilities...
i hope time will heal this broken heart...

Thank you for being there...
But i can't be there for you...

I'm sorry...

E.T.

my life...

What am i doing with my life?

I dont know....

Every decision...

Leads to an unknown path ahead....

Scary...

But what am i to do?

I need to keep moving forward,

Many would say...

I tried... i tried...

I failed...

I try again...

I failed...

Dear me...

Let's not give up kay?

Strive harder!

There's always going to be a mountain in front of you!

Conquer it! 

Dont give up!

Love yourself!

Appreciate what you have!

Don't compare yourself to others!

Fight against yourself!

Do your best!

E.T.