life sucks.... whether you like it or not....
so many trials are there....
after passing one... it feels like heaven...
when the next one comes...
you fall even deeper into the valley...
every mountain becomes tougher than the previous...
being in college for almost 2 years now...
life was stressful...
thoughts of just giving up like that...
occurs so frequently...
to ask others for help...
seems so troublesome...so disturbing...
everyone have their own burdens...
well... it's my own fault...
for not being expressive of my own feelings...
i've shut it down ever since i was a kid...
everyone needs attention...
i've sacrificed my want for attention...
so they could have more...
i'm just trash i guess....
i can't even deal with my emotions...
would you jut sit there quietly...
and just end me a shoulder??
a shoulder would do....
let me cry it all out...
till my well runs dry...
would you??
E.T.
