Tell Me...

how am i supposed to continue...
if u kept on complaining on things i do?
you told me i was hanging out with my friends
more often than i hang out with you...
you told me that you're spending more time with your friends than me...

what am i supposed to do?
i hang out with you,
you said you're bored
what do you want?
i'm not that kind of person who entertains others
i don't really mind if u dont entertain me
i'm tired...

entertaining people takes out so much energy of me.
can't you just understand that?

besides,
can you just accept my refusal of public affection?
you respect me?
then what is public display of affection?
i said i dont want
but you kept on wanting
if i pushed you away
you said i dont love you anymore

tell me....should i just walk away?

what is wrong with society...
why did saying no became a shameful act?
let me be a nun then....


E.T.