What have I done....

Hello there...
Seems like...
I did something terrible...
I broke it again...
Again...
It hurts so bad...
I should feel sad....
But am i doing the right thing?
I hurt someone real bad...
It probably won't heal...

But...

I guess it was heart's desire after so long...
I shouldn't have rushed into it...
I suffered for so long...
I wasn't sure with what i wanted...
I was so naive...
Yeah... Naive.........

i'm sorry...

Please don't go lying about it...
Let me be responsible...

I don't need you to take my responsibilities...
i hope time will heal this broken heart...

Thank you for being there...
But i can't be there for you...

I'm sorry...

E.T.

my life...

What am i doing with my life?

I dont know....

Every decision...

Leads to an unknown path ahead....

Scary...

But what am i to do?

I need to keep moving forward,

Many would say...

I tried... i tried...

I failed...

I try again...

I failed...

Dear me...

Let's not give up kay?

Strive harder!

There's always going to be a mountain in front of you!

Conquer it! 

Dont give up!

Love yourself!

Appreciate what you have!

Don't compare yourself to others!

Fight against yourself!

Do your best!

E.T.

why...

That moment...

When you know someone you truly love is in pain...

Stressed out...

Angry...

And everything negative...

All that i could do is just sit there...

And listen to everything said...

Every word...

Every emotion....

Being lost for words...

Lost in feelings...

And silently cry to myself...

Unable to reach him....

And blame myself for not being better...

To make him smile...

For not being there...

To comfort...

For not being perfect...

To take away all his burden...

For being a stupid human being....

Why am i an idiot...

E.T.

what is wrong..

Honestly...

What is wrong with this people?

Why do they treat others like crap...

Where did real friendship go?

Going to class just to listen to their shopping stories...

Their gossips...

Being silent is the best way i guess...

People takes advantages on people's kindness...

So that they get what they want...

No one is perfect...

But It doesn't mean that we have rights to bully others...

Sharing is caring...

That's if you know how to appreciate it...

E.T.

Almost 2 years...

Its almost been 2 years since i last blogged....

So many changes...

So many memories....

I've changed too....

Honestly.... 

I'm feeling blue recently...

Don't know what is wrong with me...

Stress? Peer pressure? What is it?

Someone tell me...

I hate not knowing it...

I'm confused....

I don't know what to do...

Growing up hurts a lot...

But, no matter how much i want to... 

i can't rewind time...

I can only move forward...

And hope...

Life would be better tomorrow...

Life is just another story...

It starts and it ends...

It's you who decide how it should be...

E.T.

Taylor Swift~ We are never ever getting back together~

E.T.

Happy Holidays!!

It`s holiday time!!!!

( well, a little to late to say this.... late by one week to be exact)

So today is Deepavali,

For those who doesn't know what it is, 

Here you go xD

Diwali or Deepavali i popularly known as the" festival of lights".
It falls between mid-october and mid- November.
The name Diwali or Divali is a contraction of Deepavali which translates into row of lamps.
Diwali involves the lighting of small clay lamps filled with oil to signify the triumph of good over evil.
These lamps are kept on during the night and one's house is cleaned.
During this festival, all the celebrant wear new clothes and share sweets and snacks with family members and friends.

Honestly, i just copied the text from wikipedia...
so to those who celebrates Deepavali,



And to those who doesn't...

E.T.