Braces...

Hurm....
I think braces are cute xP
 somehow i'm attracted to people who wears braces...
Others might think that they have imperfect teeth...
but hey, no one is perfect...
 To me braces are like a kind of accessory...
 Not everyone gets to wear it...
It kind of make that person stand out when they smile..
. xD Some wear it temporary and after that...
Their teeth will be perfect too...
 XDD

E.T.

i think i lost a friend...

I saw you...

Your face full of question marks...

Deciding whether to trust me or not...

After telling you how I felt about you...

I hoped for a reply...

But it never came...

Perhaps to you...

I'm your sister's friend...

Or your friend's younger sister...

Maybe you didn't need me to be your friend anymore...

You're grown up...

Have a circle of friends who are better than a little girl being your friend...

seeing the way you treat others makes me sadder...

You never smile at me anymore...

Well...

As a friend...

Or a stranger...

I can only wish you the best...

Since you left me without saying anything...

I'm still waiting for an answer...

which I doubt you will ever give me...

P.S.I hope we can be friends again...

E.T.

hatred and jealousy...

It seems like hatred plays a large role in me...

Jealousy too...

These must be my greatest problems...

I try to forget these feelings by locking them up in my brain...

I don't really rember them...

But they haunt me in my dreams...

Recently...

The hatred came back out...

It broke free...

It reminds me of the event that took place way before I was a decade years old...

Maybe I was 6 years old then...

She told me...

I don't belong here...

There should only be 3 of them...

I should not have existed...

Many times she mocks me...

Look down upon me...

She even question me the presence of my brains...

She totally hates me...

what can I do??

E.T.