It seems like hatred plays a large role in me...
Jealousy too...
These must be my greatest problems...
I try to forget these feelings by locking them up in my brain...
I don't really rember them...
But they haunt me in my dreams...
Recently...
The hatred came back out...
It broke free...
It reminds me of the event that took place way before I was a decade years old...
Maybe I was 6 years old then...
She told me...
I don't belong here...
There should only be 3 of them...
I should not have existed...
Many times she mocks me...
Look down upon me...
She even question me the presence of my brains...
She totally hates me...
what can I do??
E.T.
