Could one...
Smile and cry at the same time?
It's possible
The fact that you're laughing at how stupid you are
At the same time you're feeling sorry for yourself
Why do I do this to myself?
Why do I care so much about not hurting other's feelings?
Honestly, just because I'm dead tired with dealing with your behavior
You may lie
But I might not believe
Might probably just let it pass
Coz' telling you that I know the truth
Wastes too much of my energy
Why do I let people invade my personal space?
Guess someone needs to learn how to say
NO
and also to
Stop being available for everyone every time
I'm tired....
Tired of everything
Tired of dealing with your behavior
People even wonder why I stayed on with you
I want to be happy
I deserve to be happy
So stop judging me already
Stop telling people that I don't spend time with you
Stop blaming me for spending less time with you
Could you at least think why do I behave in such way?
Would you put yourself in my shoes for a moment?
I hate to hurt your feelings
At the same time
I don't like what you did to me
So how?
That's why I usually remain silent
Because you complain every single time
Let me tell you something
I'm not your boyfriend
I'm just a friend
So stop expecting so much from me
Only to get yourself disappointed
Yes I may hold other people's hands
Cling on to them periodically
Why?
Assurance, Comfort, Acceptance.
If you can't be happy for me
Then that's your problem
Coz' this is what I'm going to do
mou diu
E.T.
