If you look at yourself now
You realize
That you don't really miss the person
Well not fully, maybe...
What you really missed was the affection
The attention
The care
The hugs
The time
The talks
Most of all
The feeling of being wanted
You try to look for those in other people
But sadly, they can't provide you the same
The feelings aren't the same anymore
You're just afraid of letting another soul in
What happened to the courage to conquer?
What have become of I?
Where has the heart gone to?
4 years of the relationship doesn't just disappear from memory overnight
Habits don't just die in 1 day
We still share a lot of things in common, maybe, maybe not
On some days, we could talk like best friends again
But on usual days, I would avoid the other
Coz' it hurts to be reminded of the past
It really hurts so much
That you block out all your feelings and emotions
You don't really connect to people anymore
Overall: You're just plain weird.
Any other soul would agree 100% on this.
E.T.
