Looking at where I am at the present
I kinda don't know what I want in life
What do I want to achieve in life?
Is just being happy enough?
Do I want more?
What do I want?
Honesty, I'm afraid
Afraid of letting go
Afraid of being hurt again
Who could tell what would happen in the future?
No one...
How would you know that a certain person would stay in your life forever?
No one can tell...
Not a single soul...
You spend time talking to people
But you're afraid if they wanted more of this relationship
You're afraid to commit
You're afraid to go through the same mistakes
You're afraid of failure....
You come out of your shell thinking
"Oh, we're just going to be friends"
"Nothing more"
But then, I guess it isn't the same for them
After all, not everyone is going to be nice to you
So.... Kill them with kindness?
Meow....
E.T.
