Braces...

Hurm....
I think braces are cute xP
 somehow i'm attracted to people who wears braces...
Others might think that they have imperfect teeth...
but hey, no one is perfect...
 To me braces are like a kind of accessory...
 Not everyone gets to wear it...
It kind of make that person stand out when they smile..
. xD Some wear it temporary and after that...
Their teeth will be perfect too...
 XDD

E.T.

i think i lost a friend...

I saw you...

Your face full of question marks...

Deciding whether to trust me or not...

After telling you how I felt about you...

I hoped for a reply...

But it never came...

Perhaps to you...

I'm your sister's friend...

Or your friend's younger sister...

Maybe you didn't need me to be your friend anymore...

You're grown up...

Have a circle of friends who are better than a little girl being your friend...

seeing the way you treat others makes me sadder...

You never smile at me anymore...

Well...

As a friend...

Or a stranger...

I can only wish you the best...

Since you left me without saying anything...

I'm still waiting for an answer...

which I doubt you will ever give me...

P.S.I hope we can be friends again...

E.T.

hatred and jealousy...

It seems like hatred plays a large role in me...

Jealousy too...

These must be my greatest problems...

I try to forget these feelings by locking them up in my brain...

I don't really rember them...

But they haunt me in my dreams...

Recently...

The hatred came back out...

It broke free...

It reminds me of the event that took place way before I was a decade years old...

Maybe I was 6 years old then...

She told me...

I don't belong here...

There should only be 3 of them...

I should not have existed...

Many times she mocks me...

Look down upon me...

She even question me the presence of my brains...

She totally hates me...

what can I do??

E.T.

games...

to be honest...

when i'm on field...

the animal side comes out...

not very ferocious...

but not feminine...

in my mind...

i don't think if your my friend or enemy...

if we're on the same team...

we work together...

you teach me i learn...

and i can be quite frustrating sometimes...

it happened before...

i got angry while someone tried to teach me...

my fault...

i refuse to learn...

so i have to learn it the hard way...

try fighting with me on field...

maybe i'll start hissing at you like an animal...

emotionless...

that's how my friend described me one day...

no feelings of happiness...

just a want to kill...

even if i'm smiling at you...

in my mind i've killed you 6 times...

so i guess that's how it seems...

if you want me on your team...

ASK!

don't assume...

who knows i might have other plans...

E.T.

new story book~

thanks to the school voucher i got...

i can add another book to my collection...

- Meg Cabot -

*air head

*air head being Nikki

*air head runaway

( waiting to get the third )

also my sister bought the Hunger games trilogy~

-Suzanne Collins-

*The Hunger Games

*Catching fire

*Mockingjay

although mid-year-exam is just a week away...

i still refuse to study and read story books...

i really have to stop this bad habit..

BUT...

BAD HABITS DIE HARD!!

lols... 

E.T.

random facts of me 2...

yea... 

i know not many people will read this...

but i'll continue anyway...

i'm not gay...

supports world peace...

prefers appreciating people's smile from afar...

have communication problems sometimes...

 has become more rebellious this year...

seriously in love with storybooks...

did my second piercings with a needle and ice cubes...

dislikes falling down...

flicker minded girl...

yup...

 that's it...

i'll end here... 

till then there will be more xD

E.T.

428

 two rally have taken  place in Malaysia...

My country...

although i don't care much about politics...

but i care about peace...

428 Bersih 3.0...

428 Stop Lynas...

it happened today...

i didn't go and support...

was doing other important stuff...

and also...

i didn't have transport there...

but to everyone out there...

FIGHT FOR JUSTICE!!

STOP LYNAS!!

FIGHT FOR FAIR ELECTION!!

SAVE OUR CHILDREN'S FUTURE!!

BECAUSE...

OUR DECISION, THEIR TOMORROW!!

E.T.