right now...
i'm worried sick...
will i be able to take up the responsibility of taking care of my family??
she'll be leaving in two months time...
leaving me the next to take care of my family...
i can't imagine how i'll survive...
after 16 years of her protection and guiding...
am i ready???
what if i screw things up?
making it even worse...
i've made mom worried sick about me a couple of times...
it wasn't very pleasant...
with all the punishments...
that made her sad even more...
it's almost 6 months dad's been away...
he'll be back to our side soon...
will everything be okay then?
no more horrible car driving in the morning...
that makes me to puke...
i know i'll miss her songs from the piano...
the feelings she makes from the piano named Frankie...
the summer songs...
the movie themes...
anime themes...
and so on...
her music is unique...
even i'm no where near her standard...
she's the best...
i can't hope for her to stay...
it's her dreams to further her studies...
so i can only wish the best to her...
dedicate a song to everyone...
Train- when i look to the sky
E.T.
