i don't smile...
because...
i forgot how to smile with no reason...
being emotionless 24/7...
makes me forget how to do it...
coming home...
with no one to talk to...
perhaps it's my fault...
being anti-social...
but i don't know how to start a conversation...
even if have something to say...
i just keep it to myself...
next...
maybe it's just in my mind...
it seems like i'm having a migraine...
and is getting worse everyday...
the moment i step up that particular car...
it comes...
my head spins...
i feel drowsy...
i feel like fainting...
wants to vomit...
creepy huh??
another thing...
i've been clenching my teeth harder and harder everyday....
my mouth hurts...
thinking of getting a mouth piece to wear...
someone told me because i have problems...
perhaps i do...
but i hide it...
till now...
i don't know what is my problem...
i can't answer other people's question: what's wrong with you???
because i really don't know...
i have no idea...
what's wrong with me...
E.T.
